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Published: Apr 16, 2014

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i sold myself to
the solitary delight of charisma
and saw the white devil
stretching his skin stainlessly
before taking off.
he was hovering for a moment
then he said:
"you won't be back
and she will never know".

blackout and screams.
heaven.

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